Make myself feel good day.

Hi,everyone! So today, it’s Reece’s and my anniversary of a year of our relationship, how gross.

So later on today, I’m going over to Vipers house with a bunch of friends (girls and boys) to have a sleepover in a tent in the middle of the garden. I’m kinda excited about it but I’m also very anxious about it. At Vipers house, there is a hot tub and all of my friends are going in there but I’m awkward and very self conscious about my body especially around my girlfriends (because they all have amazing bodies and look hot in their swim stuff). However, there’s me with my too small swimsuit so I’ve decided to skip the hot tub and sit on the side playing mastermind with Reece.

I feel very shit about myself today and everything-slightly-against-society’s-expectations is popping out at me. I need to make myself feel good about myself so I’m probably going to skip revision and try and sort my mental state out.

I HAVE SO MUCH REVISION TO DO, HAHAHAHA I WANT TO CRY.

I’m sorry that my posts have been really short recently and not full of funnyish content because I’m going through one of those phrases.

I’ll try to catch up with you guys tomorrow,

Hideaway Girl xxx

 

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7 thoughts on “Make myself feel good day.

  1. tipsandtricksforlifeblog May 28, 2017 / 5:25 pm

    Congratulations with your anniversary! I don’t think you need to be insecure about your body, I know that’s easy to say. But all your friends love you right? So they will love you even much when you join them in the hot tub!

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    • hideawaygirl May 29, 2017 / 6:25 pm

      hahaha, I did go in the hot tub after all the panicking about what I was going to look like 🙂

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  2. totallyradweb May 28, 2017 / 10:43 pm

    Hey! I love your blog and recently became a new blogger myself. Like I just literally posted my first blog. It would be great if you can check it out and give feedback because I really need it lol. PS: happy anniversary and good luck with revisions!

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  3. Elm May 29, 2017 / 5:12 pm

    Hey hey don’t worry about feeling shit! I hope the sleepover went well; I’ll DM you now. We all love you no matter what you look like or how you act that’s ‘against’ societal expectations simply because you have such a wonderful personality xx

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